love is all there is...

Thanks to my sheer stupidity, and recklessness, I am now stuck in Europe, while back at home my tuition has been fully paid + 1 grand extra from a Pell Grant I didn't know I had until today.

Also, I was offered Federal Work study, for 3 grand.

That, ladies and gentlemen, makes this decision to stay in Europe a BIG FAT 7,000$ dollar MISTAKE.

I want to kill myself.

I am so very stupid.