love is all there is...

I don't know what I have gotten myself into.

I wish I was dead.

I also relapsed. 2 years of sobriety ...

5 days of oblivion...

But I am ok now as far as that goes.

I just want to run away.

I left my mom's house and moved into some place with some guy I don't know.

David stopped calling me.

Then he betrayed all my secrets to so many people.

I am sure he will betray me again when he reads this.

I wish I was ok.

I don't know what I want. I just want to be free.

It

is

eating

me

alive.

I'm dying inside and nobody knows it but me...