love is all there is...

God what have I done?

Fucked up and got high. Couldnt face him to tell him. Couldnt face myself.

Ran.

Now I am here in this place with a nice guy who I had to tell I am not in love with...hurt his feelings.. he hates me I am sure.

Maybe I should just go back to the hotels.

2 days sober now.

I am so sorry.

How can I fix what I have done?

Where will I go?

I am so sorry.

God please help me.