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5:10 p.m. || 2004-07-12 | Well I had a long ass entry but stupid Diaryland seems to have poofed it. Anyway I just had my birthday and Anthony came to visit. I had a great time shopping and such with him and seeing movies, although I had to eat too much while he was here. He also gave me a great lowfat cookbook from the American Heart Association, which lists all portion sizes, how much to buy for like, say, a cup, and calories, and nutrients. It's less than a month now until I move. I am so nervous. I imagine I will verge on panic soon! But I miss T. so so so much. I need him and really I need to get the heck away from here. It's not healthy for me here. Anyway, I am getting old !!!!!!! Oh gosh I am 25 ick! I am so tight on cash atm, I can only hope that the money I have will cover my tuition. I won't have extra so I am worried about that too, and also worried about the fact I can't get a private loan on my own and mom will never cosign. But whatever, I will make it out of here somehow!!!!!!!! Oh I got a new tattoo on my bday too :) A single cherry just inside my hip. I even made the dude draw one just for me, so it would be unique lol. I know I am silly. I found some interesting clubs I might join when I get to school and such. . . Well I will talk more about that later. On other notes, I have been purging still a bit. Though I am trying hard to stop... I DID quit smoking, cept for a slip now and again :) I hope I can hide it....or stop it somehow as much as possible. Well I will be updating again in a few days. *hugs to Claire, who I have not given nearly the attention she deserves. I am so sorry for that, but life is crazy atm. Love you Claire. -Jo
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